About Me

Who I Am:
My name is Christian David Holmes. I’m 19 years old and I “grew up” on Maui, Hawaii (though much of my true growing up felt like it happened when I was traveling). I grew up dancing and performing in shows, and I still show it. Some people claim I’m still “performing” my life until this day. Most of my effort goes towards not making it an act.

I live in San Francisco with my girlfriend Chanterelle (who happens taste in gum). We have a small studio apartment in the Castro and we love it. Most of my friends are gay guys and girls, but I get along with (and usually like) everybody.

I am constantly trying to improve and focus myself, and am notorious for constantly changing parts of my life. I like to call it growth, but sometimes it seems more like flailing.

I’m a Libra, which dictates lots of indecision and lack of balance. The scales always tip to the extremes, but I like it that way.

I don’t eat sugar at all, most wheats, dairy, or anything processed. I haven’t always eaten this way, but I’ve felt great since I started.

My mom died of lung cancer on June 24, 2009. It has had a great affect on me, and many of my posts mention her.

What I Write About:
I write about my life, my opinions, my thoughts, my attitudes. When I was 17 I did a year of traveling to places like the Philippines, Germany, and England under the persona of “The Digital Backpacker” (blog now defunkt). I have imported these posts here, and they can still be read in the archives. I love to travel, and do a fair amount of it.

Even more than actually traveling, I love to pretend I’m traveling. I only have two shirts, one pair of pants, and two pairs of underwear. I believe forced minimalism is the key to a simple and baggage-less life (pun intended).

In addition to writing on my blog, I like to write novels. I have written one so far (hopefully to be published soon) and will be working on another one November, 2009 for NaNoWriMo.

Sometimes I might be startlingly honest. Be refreshed by it, and not offended.

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poncho August 27, 2010 at 8:43 pm

are you okay

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Dusty June 26, 2011 at 4:26 pm

Hey Christian,
June 2010 is your last post and here it is a year later – guess cyclothymia got the best of you, lol.
Really, are you still alive? Are you blogging elsewhere? Thanks for maintaining the cyclothymia post – it still ranks HIGH in google – and as all the comments point out – it a damn good REAL-TIME descrption of our lives.
Don’t ever let this post disappear, kiddo!
Warmly, Dusty – The DreamWaker! *-*

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melanie missin September 16, 2011 at 12:13 pm

hi i have been diagnosed today with cyclothymia, i thought i might be bi polar and have done for a long time and it has taken me years to understand and get help. 16.9.2011 and i am not sure how ifeel right now but reading your blog has helped by saying yes yes yes that is me and it has been me for 30 odd years and at last maybe i will be getting help and feel better. i need to do so much and this has been the biggest hinderance of my life and the people around you dont understand and then you really do feel that you are ‘not normal’ thank you

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Michele March 25, 2012 at 2:24 pm

Are you still posting? Your content is vital! We need you :)

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